My New Rules

Sir and I had a long talk tonight.

He came home and rubbed my puss and fingered me for awhile and walked out the door. :( He made me stay at home and masturbate. I had to make it good because I was not going to get to cum later.

Later he made me lean over the bed while he held my arms behind my back and grabbed my hair and fucked me until he exploded in my cunt. My favorite part is when his hot cum dripped out of my pussy and over my clit, it made me squirm and I am still so horny again I get wiggly just laying on my tummy writing the post.

Back to our talk... I have some rules, very few to start with but it is a start.

1. I must text message him every time I masturbate to orgasm during the day and make sure he knows how many orgasms I have a day. This might get me in trouble because I know I have told Sir no then masterbated later :( I masturbate more than he realizes.
2. My first sentence to Sir must be to ask him if there is anything I can do for him. This must happen every day or there will be punishment. If he leaves without me being awake or around I must text him asking the question.
   
3. I have to email him daily with at least one new sexual thing I have found out about. (tasks, ways to exercise sexually, new punishments and the like... ) My porn addiction now has a purpose and I am to constantly be thinking of him while I do it.
4. I have to wake him up at least once a month offering myself to him and giving him a blow job.
   
5. I am to spread my legs on command, I may no longer say no... ever. My body is his to use regardless of who is around. If someone catches us he will deal with it but I will never stop him from touching me however he wishes. This includes nipples and my ass. If we are having a disagreement, he still has the right to remind me that I am his and must follow this rule.
6. I must make sure all toys are clean and have batteries at all times, if Sir wants to use them they must be ready for him immediately.

That is pretty much it for now. I am really bad with spreading on command. I have told him no a lot or moved his hand. I am his, this will change.

I asked for this change, because he has always allowed me to touch him and never pulled away. It is time for me to give him the same gift in return.

Ultimately he is taking over our sex life so it meets his expectations. This may also include him fucking me and leaving me to masturbate myself afterwords to cum. I will no longer complain about non orgasms but request being able to masturbate, there may be times when I am not allowed to have an orgasm.

I have pretty much been in charge for the past 8 plus years of sex and am also responsible for the lack of sex. I have input, no longer final say.

I love you Sir, take me, use me... make me beg for more. I submit to you totally Sir, and I have never felt so good and so free ever in my life. I have finally let go, and give my soul to you.

*added number 6 for a new email rule that was sent to me this evening*