Super Soaker

I have decided that I like it when he picks things for me to wear, it kinda takes the guess work out of things and then I add things that I hope he will like.

Teddy with open areas for the breasts... and over the knee socks, adorned with smutty make up that wouldn't be complete without bright red lips and a high pony tail.

I soon found myself with my collar and nipple clamps, bent over a pillow with a plug up my ass. Thinking that life is grand... with music playing for just me to hear while he watched a porn.

I ummm... soaked the bed with a major G-spot orgasm. Like REALLY soaked it... O.o

We did it a few more times after that... honestly it kinda gets foggy the rest of that session though.

I am having problems cleaning all the toys though :( I cannot find the jewel plug, its like it ran away! I gotta find it cuz you can't be a anal whore with out it! At least I do not want to be ;)

I almost forgot, we made up some Vaseline/ginger/red pepper stuff but never got around to using it :( I hope this weekend....

Itty Bitty

Well Sir managed to work out a mini squirt, however...

In the past a couple of times I did it more there was a relief but no real orgasm if you know what I mean... In the mini there was a orgasm and riding the waves :)

Mini because I, of all things... got like a charlie horse in my foot... so it was like oooo orgasm coming... ow ow foot foot... orgasm bye bye... all be damned he is giving me an O with my foot hurting like hell... and then the mini squirting along with foot pain thing happened LOL

It is kinda funny I guess huh? Sir is happy because he got to feel how cold the squirt is, he was actually pretty surprised.

Masterbation... why not?

Why not bind each breast tight, but separate... and watch the blood flow. Then watch in wonderment how the women can have their breasts bound like that and they turn so purple. If you feel it is tight enough but they don't turn purple... then dont you wonder in amazement how tight it has to be to do it and think.. no no no... dont wanna go there.

Why not slick down the anal plug with hot oil and a naughty mind. Slide it in and wiggle mercilessly when it starts to burn. Somewhat feeling like a real cock in there with the burning sensation instead of the little plug. A game with yourself of keeping your ass tight enough to keep it in, but lets spread ludely so that you look like the lil slut you wanna be.

Why not pull out the hitachi and lay on it, low setting while laying on your belly. Laying on the tight round breasts causing more discomfort, as if tightly bound and being forced.

Why not pull up a vid about a girl crying out in pain as her ass gets fucked for the first time and remember past ass fucks and how he pulled your hips back to him when you tried to take control and get away while telling you to "Get your ass back here" while he slid his cock back in your tight ass, making it burn like the lube is doing to your own ass.

Why not feel the orgasm coming and move away... practice control. Good job... go back and watch more as your ass burns, legs spread, breasts throbbing, start thinking about him being here and making your pull apart your ass cheeks so he can get a good look of the scene, snap a few photo's of your anal assult to humiliate you later with... pull back, don't orgasm so soon.... losing battle, hitachi isnt touching you as you start coming all over the place and scream into a pillow when you thrust your hips down onto the hitachi and the orgasm gets bigger and longer.

Why not get up to walk to the bathroom after putting toys away, all but your butt plug and feel it every step you take, wondering what it would be like if you had to wear it out and about the town next time you saw him. Feeling the discomfort... taking it out and washing the plug, and putting it back.

Why not find your smart balls and shove them deep in your drenching pussy, filling your wanten cunt while you get ready for a nap. Yes, lets sleep with a filled pussy, and hope to dream about what could of been real, instead of just toys.

Why not?

Order order

Order your collar, he says... or rather writes, and describes it in great description... well in his world anyway. It left me going HUH? What does he want? How can I order something I do not comprehend?

He looked over them with me and found one he liked, I will be ordering it tomorrow.

Part two.... order a ball gag. *gulp* with comments about keeping me quiet as to not interrupt household members. Leather and red, well that was more doable but of course I made it hard and still felt the need to get it okayed before I ordered it.

So we get this worked out.

"How much trouble am I in?"

He takes out the egg and it gets put in my pussy and turned on. I reached and grabbed the new toys and his favorite one from my drawer and gave them to him.

In silence, I roll over.

He rubs my back and strokes my butt, long enough to relax me. As much as one can relax with an egg vibrating in your pussy.

He pours lube down my ass cheeks. Parting them expertly and wiggling his finger inside my bum, making sure I was coated. Fingering me for awhile and I felt a blush in my cheeks remembering how he finger fucks my ass in my sleep sometimes and I make no move to stop him.

He then slides in the anal plug, deep within.

He then took out the egg and I believe fucked me senseless with a dildo. I was dying and miserable. He wouldn't touch my clit. Propped my ass further in the air so he could get to it but it was a no go. All he did was fuck me with that "thing" over and over, while keeping the ass plug shoved deep inside me.

Miserable I say.

I knew that part of what was happening was for a problem of yesterday. My head started repeating over and over the thought of the silentwords.... That ass is mine, and I will do what I want to it.

Then it happened. Can it be? I felt my clit growing out trying to touch him in some way, not finding him and still throbbing. That flash of ... OMG I am going to come anyway was hardly finished before I was coming all over the place and gasping for air. He didn't quit, I was starting to come down, pussy starting to behave and I came all over him again.

He threw the dildo? At least I am still thinking that is what it is. He shoved his hard cock in me and fucked me silly, each thrust pushing the anal plug deeper inside me until I was shoving my face into the sheets and pillow trying to muffle another orgasm as he continued to pound me until he was done with me.

Whispered comment before he drifts off to sleep, "I am kinda a anal slut aren't I?"

The reply simple... "Yes you are."

So I jot down my thoughts, before I drift off to sleep..... pussy filled with his hot wet come mixed with mine, and sloppy lubed up ass.

This is bliss

Holding back

If there is one thing that I have learned since the hitachi has entered the picture is that I hold back.

I think this actually happens more than I totally realize. Probably with Sir too... Its like I fight to control the orgam, like it has to be on my terms. In reality I think this not only robs me of some it also takes some and makes them smaller than they actually could be.

How does one fix this?

How do I know that I am doing this? I feel it.

I reign in my voice, more often than not trying to be mute.
I take some of the vibration away so it will not be as intense.
I will clamp down myself instead of being loose and relaxed and letting it take over me.

In reading more about wet orgasms I believe I have learned that I have stopped them from happening.

However, I have achieved them in the past and not really realized what they where... in my young stupidity I thought I was wetting the bed. I now realize, through lack of smell it was actually a squirting orgasm. My head has now taken those away from me, and I would like to get it back on occasion :)

So something to work on.... who knew sex is so much work?!

Smoothness at its max

Is there truly anything sweeter to the touch than a freshly taken care of pussy... smooth as a baby's butt lips... or feeling his hand lightly stroke the the skin that feels more than usual due to the hair being taken out of the picture. So much more feeling.

I wonder how it is for him when he first sucks the lips into his mouth... or runs his tongue up my slit till he attacks my waiting clit with his tongue and mouth.

There is nothing I love more!

I like the lips bare... he likes everything bare.

I personally think his hands travel much more when everything is so amazingly smooth and soft. I wonder if some of the same thoughts where going through his mind yesterday as he started his anal assault as I lay sleeping?

What is it about Anal? The next day when you can still feel it? Feeling used? Dirty and naughty facing the tasks of the day? Shouting out orders to your crew as you remember moaning and grabbing the covers as your being pounded and used, longing to feel him deeper into my ass and exploding in orgasm?

Thank you Sir can I have another?

Weeeeeeeeee amazing fun!

Our we-vibe came and we had to wait 24 hours and keep it plugged in, that... sucked.

The next night Sir decided to try it out even though due to various reasons there had to be very little noise coming from our room.

He rigged up some chains to the bed and cuffed my wrists and ankles... played for a bit and inserted the we-vibe after using some lubricant. It was nice and pleasant but even better when he would place his hand on my mound kind of pressing it in, then it was ever so yummie.

Sir decided it was time to test out his new toy and pushed his way in, it was so nice but I was squirming so bad and I wanted to be fucked and fucked then and there... so much so I begged to be on top and told him that I wanted to fuck him. He gave me a few more fast strokes and I was so near coming when he pulled out I groaned. He unchained me and I climbed on top of him.

I should of re lubed him at this point but I forgot *blush*

I started riding him like no tomorrow, I know he came a couple of times... I tried to sit on top of him like I usually do but he was too large. He was super horny and he does get bigger at certain times... sounds weird but it is true. It was uncomfortable to sit straight up, so I leaned forward and started grinding on his hips until I started feeling that wonderful wave washing over me and I gave into it making little squeaking noises... at least in my head they where.

All I know is I was in heaven with a big orgasm and just when I thought it was done another kind of grasped my whole body and all my muscles tightened and it almost felt like I was sucker punched in the tummy the way I gasped in for it.. totally amazing and so strong like I have never had before in my life.

I jumped off and tore out the we-vibe not wanting anymore stimulation cuz I couldn't handle it. I found that spot where I realized that I had no control at all over my body and its orgasms and it was so totally new for me, deeper into subspace and I know Sir was close to another orgasm but he was enjoying my reactions... I think.. I dunno my head gets jumbled.

I just know at that moment I almost feared it... not being in control over it and what it would of been like if it had not come out at that moment.

I was riding a high that night and the next day and Sir was surprised when I didn't want to use it again. I said I was more than content... we ended up having sex anyway though... sans toys :)

The night after I used the we-vibe around his balls and gave him a blow job and he seemed to like it muchly. I have to be careful though because I have TMJ and it can really start hurting sometimes.

I think what blows my mind the most is... we only used the we-vibe on the low setting. It boggles thinking of the high setting.

So is it possible to love it and fear it at the same time? Cuz I do....

The "Smart" Choice

Slipping in smart balls for the 3rd time is easier as I know "where" they should be. I also know that it is much easier to lay on the bed and put them in vs standing up somewhere and not getting them in right. I also adored the feeling of tightening my muscles and sucking them up into my cunt. It really didn't take long to get squirmy.

Luckily Sir was available by phone to text and ask permission to come, he said yes but I have to be in slave position when he arrives home after work, incoming pounding is expected in the near future.

But at the moment I have a semi-satisfied, just got off, puss.

Come to Mamma lil bunny

"Take off your pants and spread your legs" he commanded. I did as I was told and lay on the bed, he grabbed the rabbit and worked it into me, little ears buzzing and humming on my clit.

Then we got to finish our "talk" and I got to pretend he wasn't getting to me when he was. Even though this happened today my thoughts are jumbled and I cannot really remember anything in terms of order... I just remember him draping and clipping cold chain over my body and feeling the coolness against my skin. I remember him staring at me as he held the rabbit inside me with one hand... while the other started playing with my nipples. Some time during all this he also put me in handcuffs.

It drove me crazy... I wanted him to grab the whole breast but he just toyed with nipples for awhile and when he did slip his hand under my bra and squeeze my breast I was in heaven.

He later pushed up my shirt and bra and put clothes pins on my nipples, and sucked on them for a bit.

All the sensations where amazing, until I was asking to come but he said no, I worked really hard at listening this time and holding off... and he helped by easing up for a bit but I was soon asking again. I cannot remember how many times I asked him, all I know is that when he said I finally could I was so happy to finally let my guard down and my orgasm started slow and got stronger and stronger. Honestly I don't know if it was one huge long one or a few stuck together because just when I thought it was going to be over I would spasm again and orgasm harder like a bunch of waves of this happening... it was very long... and honestly I was still having an orgasm when he stopped the rabbit. It was amazing.

Come to think of it he allowed me to come after I started sucking on his cock, that was the trigger that really got to me.

Me.. sucking a cock has been a trigger more than once now that makes me want to come more than anything. I am finding this hard to believe. Today the minute he stuck it in my mouth I thought back to me sucking on his dick to make him come then when he was working on me coming I was licking my face tasting him on me, feeling my face get dried come on it as the air hit.

This afternoons events ended with him pounding my pussy as he watched my breasts bounce back and forth proudly displaying clothes pins flopping back and forth with his trusts.

This evening for round two I straddled his thighs and road him until I felt him explode in my pussy.

Life is good.

Well, its good except for the part where the bunny cord is broken :(

I am supposed to find 3 new possible replacement toys.