Big nipples turn me on... more please Sir?

I spent the afternoon bending in a ton of odd ways that my body isn't used to and shaved my pussy for Sir to come home too, I tried to get it all as well as shave around the ass... talk about feeling super sexy. I love to be smooth. (Sir is going to check me over more tomorrow and make sure all the hair is missing)

I then grabbed my crotchless panties and threw on my lycra pants. Topped it with a bra that likes to have my breasts tumble out of it and a sweater cut so low that half the time there is a breast falling out of it.

I met him in the bedroom, he read what I had written and was quite surprised. He was happy with what I had come up with. He then changed for work and I knelt before him and sucked on his cock for awhile. He pushed me on the bed and took off my pants, quite pleased with the bare pussy before him... he dove in with a very powerful suck on my clit as his hand reached up and was squeezing my nipple between his fingers. Looking down and seeing the top of his head and then seeing how huge my nipple was between his fingers drove me out of my mind.

Orgasms will wait until I have entirely made up for my transgressions.

He slipped inside me and filled me with come, I didn't want him to leave and I think he was quite amused as he walked out of the bedroom door.

This evening he oiled up my shaven areas and ended by fucking me silly until he filled my pussy with another load... and he drifted of to sleep.

My pussy is wanting...

I am hoping for a trip tomorrow deep into subspace. My thoughts getting lost in him spanking me and hitting me all over my body, with reminders I am his. Smacking a clit with his hands as he reminds me it is his, then my pussy, my ass, my breasts.. my nipples... I feel the need to be used and "marked"

Sir liked the clover clamp pictures. I forgot to ask him if I could post them though... tomorrow is another day...

A Vow to Make Things Right

Making things right.

I made a vow last night to make things right. Sir was wonderful in his plannings and I totally dissed him. I was hurting some, I denied some... yet even when I wasn't hurting earlier in the day I ignored. Once more he knew I hurt and massaged me and I still denied. If I where to go back further I masturbated twice without him home ... without permission, and with the new clover clamps. I could get into the "why" of it all but in the end it doesn't matter.

In reading I realized that it wouldn't even be any fun to "punish" if there was no trying to please in the first place. I am pushing, and honestly in the forums I have been reading they do say ignore them if they push, they are supposed to remember and try to please.

I vowed to make things right.

This morning I took the pictures he has been demanding I take off and on for weeks. This morning I poured the hot oil on my fingertips and worked it into my clit. This morning I took the butt plug and poured the hot oil over it to coat it as I inserted it into my ass. I then sat on the bed with my legs crossed forcing it in further as I applied the clover clamps to my nipples and meditated.

I reminded myself that my clit is his and I used it without permission for my gratification, I reminded myself that I used the clamps even though we decided to use them for the first time on a alone day, and I used them to get off. I then reminded myself that the burning taking place in my ass was for refusing him to touch it last night... and I reminded myself of the look of disappointment on his face last night before we slept.

I will not shower and get ready for him to come home until after the burning has subsided.

Today is preparation... of my making things up to him.

I will make up a schedule of tackling RL events and he will come home to it waiting for him. In this document I will add various things of which he can choose for me to do or make his own demand.

I will put a smile on his face so he is pleased with me again. The next 24 plus hours will be his and I will go to the extreme to make up for my actions.

I am sorry Sir.

After Sir see's the new picture I took today I will share that if he so wishes as well. Or perhaps he will... we will see what happens

Pretty adornments

We ordered three pair of new nipple rings to play with. One black pair, one multi colored titanium pair, and a silver pair that dangles skeleton heads and what looks like a half of a handcuff.

I put the multi colored ones in for him tonight, I was a few days late with it though and it made me feel good when he made me wait to do it till he was around to watch me switch them out.

I glanced up done with the deed.. pretty colors by the way... and found my cuffs laying by my pillow to wear for the night. He locked them on to my wrists, and I asked him what would happen if I got caught with them in the morning... he replied I could tell them "Mommy was naughty"

:O

ummmm

In any case I will have to work on getting new pics for him with the new nipple rings :)

My poor Sir has been working so hard I feel bad for how tired out he is and have a severe need to please him and make him happy.

OH NO! I lost my ball!

I lost my ball to my U shaped nipple rings *cries*

I had to put a barbell back in.

Now I am lopsided, and am going to beg for new rings to put in

Most places dont carry the 12g around here, only the 14g and I really just do not want to go smaller just to have pretty ones ya know?

Crotchless panties work nice for anal sex :)

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I came hard today Sir, but I still want more...

Last night before I could fall asleep I woke up Sir and basically road him until I felt I succeeded in my goal of riding him until his balls where wet. He likes that and it has been awhile.

I then spent my morning before a nap watching nasty videos of women tied up and forced to orgasm and I came all over big daddy V. There was no permission to do it or anything just a need. I love forced orgasms and the thought of the taking of my body and making it do things beyond my will.

My ass feels better today, unfortunately.

I am yearning for a new butt plug *sigh* one that can be worn easier during the day under clothing. Ours has a round base and keeps sneaking out *growls*

I finally showed Sir the blog today and the posts, and helped him make his and set it up. He is very busy so probably will not write a lot but I am hoping upon hope I get some tasks and such to do to please him more often.

We had another play date about a week and a half ago that was simply yummie too. He put in a porn and made me take off all my clothes and lie on the couch with my pussy towards him and masturbate while he watched the porn. My favorite part is the collar attached to the nipple clamps and him banging me over and over with those fingers of his while he chewed on my nipple. I came so hard!

We ended up in his chair with me riding his dick and rocking back and forth while my clamps would rub against his chests and be very ouchie... and I ate it up! In trying to figure out what "I" am I think I am more of a pain slut when it comes to my nipples. However when he layed me over a vibrator and whipped my ass I came pretty damn hard too so maybe just a pain slut? I dunno what you would call it but I do know what I like.

He did a spank on the pussy the other night and that was a uber turn on too, more more more...... I didn't like the clothes pin on my pussy lips and he took them off... then I found myself wishing they where back on. *sigh* Maybe I just dont know what I want?

Thumbs up for a sore bum!

I am happily reminded every time I head into the bathroom today that I have a few sore spots on the back side. Kind of makes me smile and remember.

Its funny, the first time Sir was so worried he felt horrid for the marks, things are changing. :)

It was pretty much the same with the nipple piercings, at first he was leery but boy did he sure like watching her play with my nipples to put them in. Now, years later, if I ever have to remove them he is on me like crazy to put them back in and he likes anything but barbells. I have been wearing the upside down horse shoe looking ones for quite some time now. Sometimes when they are out I leave them out for a bit but I start to feel naked. I do not have very sensitive nipples so the piercings really help. We even have our own taper to get them back in if they are out for too long. I personally like it because they are tender and sore again, uber sensitive to the touch and I LOVE LOVE LOVE being constantly perky! I am wondering what could be put on them during play time to make sure they stay at attention when they don't have clamps on them?

We also talked last night about getting rid of puss hair, he doesn't like shaving but used to wax me and that was fun but time consuming. We are going to try some cream. I personally like the sensation of being bald, and it gives a whole new meaning to being wet lemme tell you. I like him doing it for me, I feel kinda like the naughty little girl who needs grooming. I need another waxer kit... yes I do!