Negotiation

Being that I got turned on by the nipple pain a couple hours later and took some pictures with the ball gag before I leaned over the bed on my handy dandy Hitachi, hiked up my dress and pretended he was behind me as I spread my ass cheeks apart and got off by grinding down on the hitachi..... I think I have lost my room for negotiation :(

Perhaps if I post a couple pics he will let me off easier?

I will start off with an old... Jewel pic that I should of posted months ago :(

He looked at his jewel placed inside my ass, and decided that he need a picture of his new jewel... with help from me. Obviously I didn't mind posing with how wet I was...

Red lips to silently tell you I will suck your cock whenever you want me too...
Drool to let you know I will always drool over you.

Through the looking glass...

My ouchie nipple :(

My nipple hurts yes... why is it that it turns me on so much when it does? I feel like I am in heat

Dear Sir... I am going to go get myself off again...

Keep it Pretty

I walked into the room to find items on the bed.

I put on my ankle cuffs, wrist cuffs, collar, and the ball gag went on last. It hurts my jaw so that is always last…

I get on the bed in sub pose and wait.

He comes in and stares at me, then sighs.

“What is this?” he says accusingly as he pulls my pubic hair.

He made me lay down on my stomach and he nestled a vibrator against my clit. He made me hold open my ass cheeks with my legs spread as he chastised me for letting my hair grow back there as well. He said he wanted my ass pretty and smooth, and I have been neglecting my duties. He poured the hot oil down my ass cheeks so it ran down my cunt to my clit, and he rubbed it in till I was squirming on the bed.

He tied me spread eagle.

He then shoved in the big ass plug, stating that if my ass would have been smooth and pretty he would of put in the jeweled one that I like, but I didn’t deserve the jeweled one. He then started spanking me with something… and every once in awhile he would spank my pussy for good measure making sure it still burned.

He spanked me harder and faster, mumbling that it was too bad it hurt and I was having problems coming because he wasn’t going to stop until I came, as proof that I am his naughty little slut that acts up just so he will prove what a slut I am and that I enjoy the pain. He hit my ass, thighs and pussy until I got lost, coming hard, screaming into my ball gag.

He took out the ass plug and got between my legs, vibrator still humming on my swollen clit, he poured more hot oil to lube me up and spread my ass with his hands… sticking his thumbs in opening me up as he poked away at me with his hard cock.

He shoved his cock inside of me and leaned down to whisper that it was his ass and I had better keep it pretty for him unless he tells me otherwise.

He came hard and fast, but kept going… until I came and my ass squeezed his cock and made him come again.

He is good at that… he comes many times… and won’t stop until he is satisfied.

Sometimes that means his piece of ass is in for a long night…. And I love it.

Round Two

Round two with the butt plug was pretty much like round one except for he decided to fuck me with the plug really fast in the ass. I didn't much like it... prefer it just left in or slower fucking. But that is kind of the point too, what does he want...

I would think of that and kinda push my butt up and will it open and it would feel good... I then would fall into a kind of, what are you doing, place and it would hurt again. I would go back and forth. Odd strange feeling.

I have been, kinda a ass in real life. Huge amounts of stress for awhile and it isn't that I am taking it out on him, but more like wanting him to take it out more on me. I want to be lost and totally controlled for awhile. I would love one of the Wet Wednesdays where I would have to keep everything lubed up... or a day of having to ask him to take out the butt plug when I go to the bathroom, but wear it all day to remember just who is the boss.

I need a day of extremes every once in awhile, but yet I hear many say the same thing.

OOOooo and I have my favorite toys:

1. hitachi
2. we-vibe (yet it scares me too hehe)
3. butt plug (when it is used the way I want it to be)
4. my cuffs
5. the rabbit (though ours is long dead)

Order order

Order your collar, he says... or rather writes, and describes it in great description... well in his world anyway. It left me going HUH? What does he want? How can I order something I do not comprehend?

He looked over them with me and found one he liked, I will be ordering it tomorrow.

Part two.... order a ball gag. *gulp* with comments about keeping me quiet as to not interrupt household members. Leather and red, well that was more doable but of course I made it hard and still felt the need to get it okayed before I ordered it.

So we get this worked out.

"How much trouble am I in?"

He takes out the egg and it gets put in my pussy and turned on. I reached and grabbed the new toys and his favorite one from my drawer and gave them to him.

In silence, I roll over.

He rubs my back and strokes my butt, long enough to relax me. As much as one can relax with an egg vibrating in your pussy.

He pours lube down my ass cheeks. Parting them expertly and wiggling his finger inside my bum, making sure I was coated. Fingering me for awhile and I felt a blush in my cheeks remembering how he finger fucks my ass in my sleep sometimes and I make no move to stop him.

He then slides in the anal plug, deep within.

He then took out the egg and I believe fucked me senseless with a dildo. I was dying and miserable. He wouldn't touch my clit. Propped my ass further in the air so he could get to it but it was a no go. All he did was fuck me with that "thing" over and over, while keeping the ass plug shoved deep inside me.

Miserable I say.

I knew that part of what was happening was for a problem of yesterday. My head started repeating over and over the thought of the silentwords.... That ass is mine, and I will do what I want to it.

Then it happened. Can it be? I felt my clit growing out trying to touch him in some way, not finding him and still throbbing. That flash of ... OMG I am going to come anyway was hardly finished before I was coming all over the place and gasping for air. He didn't quit, I was starting to come down, pussy starting to behave and I came all over him again.

He threw the dildo? At least I am still thinking that is what it is. He shoved his hard cock in me and fucked me silly, each thrust pushing the anal plug deeper inside me until I was shoving my face into the sheets and pillow trying to muffle another orgasm as he continued to pound me until he was done with me.

Whispered comment before he drifts off to sleep, "I am kinda a anal slut aren't I?"

The reply simple... "Yes you are."

So I jot down my thoughts, before I drift off to sleep..... pussy filled with his hot wet come mixed with mine, and sloppy lubed up ass.

This is bliss

Smoothness at its max

Is there truly anything sweeter to the touch than a freshly taken care of pussy... smooth as a baby's butt lips... or feeling his hand lightly stroke the the skin that feels more than usual due to the hair being taken out of the picture. So much more feeling.

I wonder how it is for him when he first sucks the lips into his mouth... or runs his tongue up my slit till he attacks my waiting clit with his tongue and mouth.

There is nothing I love more!

I like the lips bare... he likes everything bare.

I personally think his hands travel much more when everything is so amazingly smooth and soft. I wonder if some of the same thoughts where going through his mind yesterday as he started his anal assault as I lay sleeping?

What is it about Anal? The next day when you can still feel it? Feeling used? Dirty and naughty facing the tasks of the day? Shouting out orders to your crew as you remember moaning and grabbing the covers as your being pounded and used, longing to feel him deeper into my ass and exploding in orgasm?

Thank you Sir can I have another?

People are strange creatures

Come here and see me... oops forget it

The past few days have been a roller coaster of working things out, and the realization that it takes longer than a few hours to work things out. Plus ya know...

We are working out and defining things? I get scared, run... hide... protect myself, and sometimes when tired my mind works overtime. In any case... we move forward.

What am I saying... If I feel unbalanced my world is shaken and I sometimes do things that I regret later... but yet I do not freak over the smallest of things either. Unfortunately the love of my life also has a little problem in the communication department so sometimes things get worse than they need to be. It has been a long long time since things where this out of whack between us.

However, my dear man decided to reclaim his ass this morning... literally. Though not with spankings, I think the only thing missing where the chants of "Remember, this ass is mine" because seriously... I need to hear it.

Woman in need of claiming :)

A Vow to Make Things Right

Making things right.

I made a vow last night to make things right. Sir was wonderful in his plannings and I totally dissed him. I was hurting some, I denied some... yet even when I wasn't hurting earlier in the day I ignored. Once more he knew I hurt and massaged me and I still denied. If I where to go back further I masturbated twice without him home ... without permission, and with the new clover clamps. I could get into the "why" of it all but in the end it doesn't matter.

In reading I realized that it wouldn't even be any fun to "punish" if there was no trying to please in the first place. I am pushing, and honestly in the forums I have been reading they do say ignore them if they push, they are supposed to remember and try to please.

I vowed to make things right.

This morning I took the pictures he has been demanding I take off and on for weeks. This morning I poured the hot oil on my fingertips and worked it into my clit. This morning I took the butt plug and poured the hot oil over it to coat it as I inserted it into my ass. I then sat on the bed with my legs crossed forcing it in further as I applied the clover clamps to my nipples and meditated.

I reminded myself that my clit is his and I used it without permission for my gratification, I reminded myself that I used the clamps even though we decided to use them for the first time on a alone day, and I used them to get off. I then reminded myself that the burning taking place in my ass was for refusing him to touch it last night... and I reminded myself of the look of disappointment on his face last night before we slept.

I will not shower and get ready for him to come home until after the burning has subsided.

Today is preparation... of my making things up to him.

I will make up a schedule of tackling RL events and he will come home to it waiting for him. In this document I will add various things of which he can choose for me to do or make his own demand.

I will put a smile on his face so he is pleased with me again. The next 24 plus hours will be his and I will go to the extreme to make up for my actions.

I am sorry Sir.

After Sir see's the new picture I took today I will share that if he so wishes as well. Or perhaps he will... we will see what happens

Loving the words

A back massage to get through a trying day turned into a backdoor assault, but a needed assault.

To make a shorter much more to the point story, my favorite part was trying to "win" and encourage him sliding into a more welcoming hole, but he grabbed my hips and brought my ass back to him stating, "Get your ass back here" and went to town.

Yummm... more of that Sir, take what you want... no more asking.

Yea, sometimes

a lot of times...

I need that.

A whore is a whore

I can be a journal whore sometimes, run if you don't like it :P

I am laying here thinking about Wednesday. My job was to make sure I was wet and lubed up, ready to go for any hole. I got ready for him to come home from work by jumping in the shower, extra time lathering up and even slipping a finger in my ass a couple of times.

The feelings later, grabbing the ky and smearing it on my pussy... then putting some on my finger and working it up my ass... not once but 3 times. I wondered what he would think if he was watching me do it. I think before fantasies took over my head when I would touch myself, now I have visions of him watching me getting off in various ways. Last week when I was masturbating it was almost a sin to just use the vibrator and get a quickie, he would want me to do something interesting to tell him about... so my head works on new things, delicous things.

However, I would like to know when I become such an ass whore cuz I want it all the damn time it seems.

Crotchless panties work nice for anal sex :)

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