For the love of my jewelry

I have been wracking my brain trying to figure out what it is about that butt plug jewelry that is so fascinating for me. It is deliciously naughty for me in a few different ways.

1. The smoothness of the metal makes it plop in, making it seem like my ass is kind of... sucking it up. I feel slutty, and keep waiting for some type of comment about being to eager or something.
2. The long neck is so skinny that it makes it more comfortable. Not like any other plug I have ever worn or tried.
3. Because of the slim neck it only slightly holds you open. This is more erotic to me than a larger plug, it is almost a silent statement of... "You are comfortable, but your ass is open slightly for me... as a reminder it is mine."
4. The jeweled area between my ass cheeks is almost more bothersome than the plug inserted. If you tighten to much it feels rigid. However it also is more proof that no matter how you try and clench and keep him out, he wins. Your ass will be kept open, so just give in and let it be.
5. When he taps on it and gives it a rub it makes my heart beat faster :)

My mind wanders to what it would be like to wear it for a day, if I need it taken out having to ask permission to do so... and envision laying over his lap as he strokes my ass and flicks it a bit before taking it out. Doing what I need to do and silently returning and laying over his lap again so he can reinsert the pretty jewel.

He likes to look at it, I cannot tell a lie I have also imagined him making me lean over the side of the bed, legs hanging down and spread wide for his viewing pleasure.... as he whacks off on me and rubs his come on my ass. Not allowing me to touch him or myself, and wear his come and plug for the day until he decides what to do with me.

My imagination runs wild.

I think its because I need to have those after effects... I like to feel used for awhile afterwords. I want the sore muscles, the hot oil making me burn, that vicks making your ass tingle. A reminder I am his, that doesn't disappear just because he is done with me.

Being a sub is easy, being a Dom is hard work. They have to think about how to put their sub in that place and keep her there for awhile to be happy. A happy sub is a horny sub LOL

Take me
Brake me

But it is given freely, and with trust... that no one else ever has had from me.

Round Two

Round two with the butt plug was pretty much like round one except for he decided to fuck me with the plug really fast in the ass. I didn't much like it... prefer it just left in or slower fucking. But that is kind of the point too, what does he want...

I would think of that and kinda push my butt up and will it open and it would feel good... I then would fall into a kind of, what are you doing, place and it would hurt again. I would go back and forth. Odd strange feeling.

I have been, kinda a ass in real life. Huge amounts of stress for awhile and it isn't that I am taking it out on him, but more like wanting him to take it out more on me. I want to be lost and totally controlled for awhile. I would love one of the Wet Wednesdays where I would have to keep everything lubed up... or a day of having to ask him to take out the butt plug when I go to the bathroom, but wear it all day to remember just who is the boss.

I need a day of extremes every once in awhile, but yet I hear many say the same thing.

OOOooo and I have my favorite toys:

1. hitachi
2. we-vibe (yet it scares me too hehe)
3. butt plug (when it is used the way I want it to be)
4. my cuffs
5. the rabbit (though ours is long dead)

Why and TMI please

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Hearing the music in words

Words get me going big time. The more vocal he is the hotter I get.

Why is a mystery, but even when he is quiet my mind is filling in the blanks with pure smut... but like I said, if he actually says it I go crazy. In essence I could also so the lack of the vocal whispers would be a punishment *smiles*

It can be simple things like just the orders to follow, how to undress... what to take off, when to spread my legs.. NO WIDER :)

Now, soft gruff whispers during the day really get my mind going and make for an interesting night. Its my foreplay.

My favorite time though is when the words in my head stop, my body needs nothing but release and its torture not to give in to the orgasm. Because then he has me, nothing in my head holding back. I tend to hold back a lot... but when he gains that power over me it is out of this world, with an out of this world orgasm to match it.

The nice lovey dovey stuff has its place as well, and I guess it is just nice to take a trip down both paths.

Smoothness at its max

Is there truly anything sweeter to the touch than a freshly taken care of pussy... smooth as a baby's butt lips... or feeling his hand lightly stroke the the skin that feels more than usual due to the hair being taken out of the picture. So much more feeling.

I wonder how it is for him when he first sucks the lips into his mouth... or runs his tongue up my slit till he attacks my waiting clit with his tongue and mouth.

There is nothing I love more!

I like the lips bare... he likes everything bare.

I personally think his hands travel much more when everything is so amazingly smooth and soft. I wonder if some of the same thoughts where going through his mind yesterday as he started his anal assault as I lay sleeping?

What is it about Anal? The next day when you can still feel it? Feeling used? Dirty and naughty facing the tasks of the day? Shouting out orders to your crew as you remember moaning and grabbing the covers as your being pounded and used, longing to feel him deeper into my ass and exploding in orgasm?

Thank you Sir can I have another?

Realizations

I worked on our contract, which of course got me very wet and thinking of waking him... I want to, I want to show him the contract and have him belt my ass with welts for waking him up so late when he has to work in the morning and.. and..... I dont want him to let me cum, I want him to make me wait till he is ready for it... to enjoy not giving me what I want.

He created the bondage monster in me.

Uncomfortable in ones body, that is me... when he ties me up it isn't about what I want, its what he wants. I cant stop him from anything. Expose my sex and make comments and I squirm. Blindfolded with the lights on knowing he is taking in every part of me, and I have no choice is amazing.

Dont even get me started on what it feels like to get a backrub and then feel his fingers trace circles around my ass and slowly push it in watching me pucker around him.... later his thumbs slip in my ass spreading me.

Slow, not giving me what I want... I love that. Torment me... pretend you dont want me while I am spread open and tied for your viewing pleasure, yes my wonderful Owner, that is your fault too from the first time you tied me and left the room with the vibrators inside me making me cum over and over... propped on that pillow that seemed to turn so damn hard under me when my nipples turned like little hard rocks that where pierced. Laying on them when I am that horny hurts so bad... or should I say hurts so good and makes me even more wet. Funny part about that night was I didn't know for sure he was gone, I couldn't see. For all I knew he was watching me, watching me hump the vibrator thinking what a nastly little slut I was.

Take me

Take a look inside at the real me inside my head, use me ... but make me wait... beg for that orgasm, I dont want to get everything I want Sir, I want to take everything you want to give me.

*visions of being tied to those ceiling bolts you keep talking about*

The lists my owner asked me to make

The list is the promised list of things that I do not like Sir.

1. Warming jell that makes me hot on/in my cunt and ass
2. Ice inside my cunt and/or ass
3. Doing it in the shower
4. Not being able to cum
5. Doing the 69 position
   
6. Asking for what I want in sex using the sexual words
7. Having to be quiet while you use me when the kids are home.
8. clips on my cunt lips
9. Brushing my nipple clamps and swatting at them with your hand
   

Things that make me uncomfortable/shamed.

1. Possibly being caught having sex
2. Doing things mid day when it is so light out, it makes me feel like you can see everything
3. admitting how much I like you doing things to me
4. Using the words Cunt/Cock/Twat
5. Masturbating in front of you when you are showing no interest in me
6. posing for pictures doing nasty things
7. Having you see me cum while you fuck me with things... like toys or non/toys
8. How wet I get watching the hogtied movies and wish it was me
   

Things I have masturbated to that are hard for me to admit

1. clips on my pussy
2. you using that horrible hot massage oil
3. you making me lube up your dick and my ass and spreading my cheeks wide so you could fuck me.
4. You slapping my clit saying how naughty I am for having such a fat bit clit and me enjoying being fucked by a dildo
5. You catching me masturbating when I am not supposed to be
6. Having you check each part of my body to see if it meets your expectations, making me lay and spread my lips wide for you, making me spread my ass cheeks
   

How boring are first posts?

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I find my butt deliciously still tender from the earlier night activities. We have decided to spend a little more time setting the mood for our bondage fun.

I'll admit it, I love love love a forced orgasm, they are my favorite. Which is probably why I love bondage so much. During the day there are things to do, constantly running things to make sure it all runs smoothly. When the bedroom door shuts I no longer want to run things, I want to lose myself in him, pleasing him, being pleased by him, being taken by him.

Our life is not 24/7 nor do I want it to be. We pick and choose, and are playing with some more daily assignments or tasks to keep us being reminded that our sex life is important and deserves the "time" too.

My personal kinks:

1. Being cold, a warm shower turns me off for awhile... a cold one makes me perky and my body comes alive.
2. Cold metal on my skin, there is nothing like a cold chain resting between your pussy lips for making a person squirm.
3. Spread my legs.. wider... wider... I love the thought of myself totally exposed to him, hold me open.
4. Talk dirty to me, tell me what a juicy cunt I have and how huge my clit is.
5. Take the naughty girl to the bathroom and shave her so you can see everything better, no hiding the pussy from Sir!
6. nipple clamps, whoever came up with those deserves an award I swear! Can I have one of every kind please?
7. anal sex is yummie
8. precum tastes so friggin good!
9. Bondage... tie me up and my pussy throbs... seriously.
10. Sir chews on my nipples and it drives me outta my mind

I love subspace in my head, and here is where I will be sharing it with him... and for him, so Sir can see more inside of me than ever before.

I have been with Sir for around 9 years, though I liked handcuffs now and then it was him that brought the bondage rope into the scene as he tied me, propped me with vibrators and walked out of the room leaving me to orgasm all over the place before he came in with the camera to take pictures. Its his fault I became obsessed with bondage and now beg for more.