Weeeeeeeeee amazing fun!

Our we-vibe came and we had to wait 24 hours and keep it plugged in, that... sucked.

The next night Sir decided to try it out even though due to various reasons there had to be very little noise coming from our room.

He rigged up some chains to the bed and cuffed my wrists and ankles... played for a bit and inserted the we-vibe after using some lubricant. It was nice and pleasant but even better when he would place his hand on my mound kind of pressing it in, then it was ever so yummie.

Sir decided it was time to test out his new toy and pushed his way in, it was so nice but I was squirming so bad and I wanted to be fucked and fucked then and there... so much so I begged to be on top and told him that I wanted to fuck him. He gave me a few more fast strokes and I was so near coming when he pulled out I groaned. He unchained me and I climbed on top of him.

I should of re lubed him at this point but I forgot *blush*

I started riding him like no tomorrow, I know he came a couple of times... I tried to sit on top of him like I usually do but he was too large. He was super horny and he does get bigger at certain times... sounds weird but it is true. It was uncomfortable to sit straight up, so I leaned forward and started grinding on his hips until I started feeling that wonderful wave washing over me and I gave into it making little squeaking noises... at least in my head they where.

All I know is I was in heaven with a big orgasm and just when I thought it was done another kind of grasped my whole body and all my muscles tightened and it almost felt like I was sucker punched in the tummy the way I gasped in for it.. totally amazing and so strong like I have never had before in my life.

I jumped off and tore out the we-vibe not wanting anymore stimulation cuz I couldn't handle it. I found that spot where I realized that I had no control at all over my body and its orgasms and it was so totally new for me, deeper into subspace and I know Sir was close to another orgasm but he was enjoying my reactions... I think.. I dunno my head gets jumbled.

I just know at that moment I almost feared it... not being in control over it and what it would of been like if it had not come out at that moment.

I was riding a high that night and the next day and Sir was surprised when I didn't want to use it again. I said I was more than content... we ended up having sex anyway though... sans toys :)

The night after I used the we-vibe around his balls and gave him a blow job and he seemed to like it muchly. I have to be careful though because I have TMJ and it can really start hurting sometimes.

I think what blows my mind the most is... we only used the we-vibe on the low setting. It boggles thinking of the high setting.

So is it possible to love it and fear it at the same time? Cuz I do....

Tie me, spread me, fuck me Sir

After the first rope scene my little head went wild, I looked up some things on the net and showed it to Sir and he was very interested. I found the Karada, and a mini how to movie to watch to do it ourselves.

Feeling the rope go on is amazing, its like the more rope on you the deeper your head goes. Placing the knots where you want them is so erotic.

I cannot even begin to describe what it is like feeling the rope slip through my pussy lips opening them, holding them open then reaching around the back spreading my ass cheeks open. If there is one main thing that gets me going its being held open like that. Its like a non verbal head game to me. Nothing is hidden, it is right out there, clit standing loud and proud... juices leaking out of me, ass puckering at the slightest touch of his finger... He knows how horny I am, there is no denying it.

He tied me and I was kind of sitting on my heels as he also tied my arms behind my back. So there I am tied, feeling the rope around my breasts, feeling my ass being spread open as well as my pussy by the ropes... he pushed me down on the bed.

I was uncomfortable, my legs where bent at the knee and my feet by my ass, I was also laying on my tied arms...

"Lets see what we have here" and he grabbed the vibrating egg and shoved it inside my pussy and turned it on.

That was it, he wanted release, he climbed on my body and started pounding me relentlessly. Much to my dismay I found myself becoming so aroused I couldn't help but come all over his hard pounding cock. It was an amazing orgasm, and also amazing how my discomfort was totally gone, lost in the act itself.

So yea... after that my head constantly went to being tied up in some way, becoming a rope... orgasm addict. For awhile after that I would use the rope on my own breasts when I would masturbate.... and it is still one of my favorite memories to masturbate too... to this very day.

So what does this make me? I dont really care... I just like to feel good, and trust me, it feels oh so good.

Pretty Patterns

I laid there as he took my hands and put them behind my back and cuffed them together. I quieted down and watched as he picked up the ropes and went to his work. He quietly worked and started making a pattern out of the rope on my arms, linking them closer together and in doing so I dipped into my first major sub space. Funny how you stay kind of quiet, not wanting to destroy what is happening.

When the rope was gone he ended up slipping a vibrator up my slit and nestled it against my clit, and left the room.

Or did he? I wasn't sure, I lay there trying to listen as the vibrations did their magic. There was no ignoring it, I was worried he was still there watching and tried to stay still as long as possible.

It didn't work.

I starting moaning and trying to thrust my hips deeper into the bed, wanting more. I came hard moaning in the empty room quite loudly. He came in shortly after to continue playing and snapping pictures.

It leaves one longing for pretty patterns, and searching for new rope ideas.

Bringing Out the Leather

I walked in and found him with my collar, I tilted my head down and to the side so he could put it around my neck and fasten it. The leather felt good. I found myself straddling a big body pillow with the cuffs sticking out attached to chain. I was attached to the top of the chain by my neck and wrists, very close together under my throat, he pulled up my legs one by one to be fastened into the ankle cuffs afterward. The length was short so that my hips where raised up in the air, stuck in a kneeling position with my ass up, legs spread around the pillow. With the chain connecting everything there was not much room for movement.

There was much spanking to follow by various items unknown... I am not sure what everything was but he seemed to be experimenting with different things. His favorite are these things about 12 inches long, plastic and they each curve. He puts them together so they curve away from each other and spanks. It had been quite awhile, and felt very good... except for the few that hit too close to where the last one hit and it started to smart a bit, but he soon went to the other side.

It was followed by a vibrator inserted and him playing with my clit, he would stop and hit some more, then go back to his playing. Back and forth.. back and forth. I ended up coming with a vengeance.

Honestly I cannot remember much from then on out, I know I sucked his cock for a bit and after that it is kind of a blur.

The night didn't end there, and honestly it is hard to determine where one session ended and other began.

The next morning, a woman awoke quite content, happy and a wee bit sore in the muscles. Sore muscles... how I have missed thee.

Realizations

I worked on our contract, which of course got me very wet and thinking of waking him... I want to, I want to show him the contract and have him belt my ass with welts for waking him up so late when he has to work in the morning and.. and..... I dont want him to let me cum, I want him to make me wait till he is ready for it... to enjoy not giving me what I want.

He created the bondage monster in me.

Uncomfortable in ones body, that is me... when he ties me up it isn't about what I want, its what he wants. I cant stop him from anything. Expose my sex and make comments and I squirm. Blindfolded with the lights on knowing he is taking in every part of me, and I have no choice is amazing.

Dont even get me started on what it feels like to get a backrub and then feel his fingers trace circles around my ass and slowly push it in watching me pucker around him.... later his thumbs slip in my ass spreading me.

Slow, not giving me what I want... I love that. Torment me... pretend you dont want me while I am spread open and tied for your viewing pleasure, yes my wonderful Owner, that is your fault too from the first time you tied me and left the room with the vibrators inside me making me cum over and over... propped on that pillow that seemed to turn so damn hard under me when my nipples turned like little hard rocks that where pierced. Laying on them when I am that horny hurts so bad... or should I say hurts so good and makes me even more wet. Funny part about that night was I didn't know for sure he was gone, I couldn't see. For all I knew he was watching me, watching me hump the vibrator thinking what a nastly little slut I was.

Take me

Take a look inside at the real me inside my head, use me ... but make me wait... beg for that orgasm, I dont want to get everything I want Sir, I want to take everything you want to give me.

*visions of being tied to those ceiling bolts you keep talking about*