TMI Tuesday #223 - Masturbation Edition

I decided that TMI was needed and I liked this one better than the most recent one :P

Masturbation Edition

1. When you masturbate, how long, typically, is your session and what do you think about (other than having an orgasm)? It depends on my mood, sometimes quick and straight to the point, 30 seconds and whammo.... other times I like to look at some pictures/porn/writings and then let my mind wander with the hitachi. During those times it is a game not to come to fast and I prefer making them bigger than usual. Sometimes I will prop myself in a position pretending I am tied that way, and even use the ball gag for extra spice. I also use the nipple clamps a bit. I think about women, spankin's! and kinda being on display while someone makes me come proving that I am slut, and imagine them describing things to the people. "Look at how wet she is" "Look at this clit, its getting huge" and the like....

2. Have you ever been "caught" masturbating? Actually walked in on, once. I was using big daddy V, people have come home too and I had to either quit or get off ASAP and stop trying to hold out for the BIG one.

3. Have you ever masturbated in front of your computer? If 'yes' was it for your own purposes or for someone's viewing pleasure? Yes I have but more when I was reading a hot story, never did it for a cam.

4. Have you ever attended a group masturbation party? Same-sex or mixed? nada

5. When masturbating, as you reach orgasm, do you continue to stimulate yourself without interruption, or do you stop and apply pressure until your spasms subside? I do both actually, however I usually ease up on the vibe and wonder what would happen to be tied and not had control over taking it off, having someone else keep it going and driving me insane in the process :)

6. Have you ever video'ed yourself while masturbating (solo)? Where are they now? Yes I have, I erased them all quite awhile ago though. Long story short it was to prove I could get off because my husband at the time couldn't do the job.


Bonus (as in optional): How often do you use the word "fuck" (or its derivatives) in casual conversation - frequently, occasionally, rarely, never. too much LOL

Frustration O

Frustration taken over from going to long without the big O... she pounces the minute he is out of the house and uses the vibe. Props it up against the bed and pretends she is getting it from the backside and it takes less than a minute for the orgasm to take over.

Yikes... so much for liking the long masturbation's... I reckon when your frustrated you come quicker than other times eh?

Spankings, earned with desire.

I read this story once a long time ago about a woman who worked for a man and she broke some items and was going to receive a spanking. She had to dress for the night in her jammies and panties, and stand before him... then lean over the couch for her spanking. He would feel up her ass and stroke it between hits.

He would then pull it taut and fun his finger between her legs, swirling it around her ass making her pucker up, then going down to her pussy, commenting on how obviously naughty she was for getting wet during her punishment.

He then made her take off her panties for the spanking, having her lean over his lap and making her spread her legs wide, hard smacks followed by him rubbing and feeling her ass cheeks, or how wet she was. She tried to stop him a couple of times but she got more spankings for it. She ended up withering on his lap, him spanking her with one hand while the other would finger her lightly in the pussy and ass. He would rub he clit off and on as well.

When he was done, and she could feel his hard cock under her, he sent her to her room. She was hot, horny and confused. She then started to masturbate.

He was smart, taking control and making her his... and she didn't even know it.

I wished I was the girl. :)

Masterbation... why not?

Why not bind each breast tight, but separate... and watch the blood flow. Then watch in wonderment how the women can have their breasts bound like that and they turn so purple. If you feel it is tight enough but they don't turn purple... then dont you wonder in amazement how tight it has to be to do it and think.. no no no... dont wanna go there.

Why not slick down the anal plug with hot oil and a naughty mind. Slide it in and wiggle mercilessly when it starts to burn. Somewhat feeling like a real cock in there with the burning sensation instead of the little plug. A game with yourself of keeping your ass tight enough to keep it in, but lets spread ludely so that you look like the lil slut you wanna be.

Why not pull out the hitachi and lay on it, low setting while laying on your belly. Laying on the tight round breasts causing more discomfort, as if tightly bound and being forced.

Why not pull up a vid about a girl crying out in pain as her ass gets fucked for the first time and remember past ass fucks and how he pulled your hips back to him when you tried to take control and get away while telling you to "Get your ass back here" while he slid his cock back in your tight ass, making it burn like the lube is doing to your own ass.

Why not feel the orgasm coming and move away... practice control. Good job... go back and watch more as your ass burns, legs spread, breasts throbbing, start thinking about him being here and making your pull apart your ass cheeks so he can get a good look of the scene, snap a few photo's of your anal assult to humiliate you later with... pull back, don't orgasm so soon.... losing battle, hitachi isnt touching you as you start coming all over the place and scream into a pillow when you thrust your hips down onto the hitachi and the orgasm gets bigger and longer.

Why not get up to walk to the bathroom after putting toys away, all but your butt plug and feel it every step you take, wondering what it would be like if you had to wear it out and about the town next time you saw him. Feeling the discomfort... taking it out and washing the plug, and putting it back.

Why not find your smart balls and shove them deep in your drenching pussy, filling your wanten cunt while you get ready for a nap. Yes, lets sleep with a filled pussy, and hope to dream about what could of been real, instead of just toys.

Why not?

Why and TMI please

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Rewinding time

"I don't think I want to tie you up" was his comment. He didn't understand at all. It took me showing him what the bonds meant for him to understand. He liked it, but didn't quite understand why.

I tied him up, blindfolded him, and then played with his body for awhile... if there is one thing he likes it is blow jobs.... but I didn't complete it. Instead I brought out the trusted vibrator and pleasured myself, making sure my thigh brushed up against him so he could feel my leg... feel the muscles tense, my thigh shake against his... until my moans deep in orgasm take over, and he is muttering words of tremendous want... as I reach over and untie his bonds, and he climbs on me and shows me what he has stored up for me.

That was getting the feet wet, not in bondage really but in teasing someone while bound. It took awhile to get more brave and tell him how I wanted more, some of it brought on by his own ties and love for patterns of rope on my body.

Until him I was slightly submissive and my more kinkier fantasies revolved around women to be honest. He changed me a lot... I became more submissive and more wanting of tastes of deeper things. Perhaps not all the time but it was kind of needed. Because if he doesn't give it to me my own head will... to fill a void. In having to fill the void myself I pull away from him some, because I feel unwanted.

masturbation can be a great friend

Gimme more

The world needs better porn, or I need a less active imagination.

I find bits and pieces of what I like but not the full meal deal it seems.

I confess I like to watch clips of ultimate surrender and my head works in overdrive, however a lot of it I think is the domination of it all. I like to be dominated, crave it... however I find it somewhat on my terms, and kinda want that person to say... fuck you, you do it on my terms. Funny thing is the more I get it rough, the more I enjoy the softer sex, it makes you crave the opposite perhaps?

Seriously, how many women crave to be fucked for an hour straight? How many have their orgasm and even though they say... I am done... the other person says, I am not done so deal with it.

Domination to me isn't really about him getting off, more about how they control my body. The more its controlled the hotter I get.

• Oh your nipples hurt? Too bad, they aren't black and blue so you get the clamps.
• Get your ass ready cuz in a half hour it is going to be up in the air waiting for me to fuck it.
• Tied up with clothes on as the hand slips up my shirt and grabs my breast.

The men would be in shock if they really realized what our fantasies are and what we masturbate too.

The "Smart" Choice

Slipping in smart balls for the 3rd time is easier as I know "where" they should be. I also know that it is much easier to lay on the bed and put them in vs standing up somewhere and not getting them in right. I also adored the feeling of tightening my muscles and sucking them up into my cunt. It really didn't take long to get squirmy.

Luckily Sir was available by phone to text and ask permission to come, he said yes but I have to be in slave position when he arrives home after work, incoming pounding is expected in the near future.

But at the moment I have a semi-satisfied, just got off, puss.

A whore is a whore

I can be a journal whore sometimes, run if you don't like it :P

I am laying here thinking about Wednesday. My job was to make sure I was wet and lubed up, ready to go for any hole. I got ready for him to come home from work by jumping in the shower, extra time lathering up and even slipping a finger in my ass a couple of times.

The feelings later, grabbing the ky and smearing it on my pussy... then putting some on my finger and working it up my ass... not once but 3 times. I wondered what he would think if he was watching me do it. I think before fantasies took over my head when I would touch myself, now I have visions of him watching me getting off in various ways. Last week when I was masturbating it was almost a sin to just use the vibrator and get a quickie, he would want me to do something interesting to tell him about... so my head works on new things, delicous things.

However, I would like to know when I become such an ass whore cuz I want it all the damn time it seems.

Changes

One minute until the contract is valid.

Ding

We have a strict contract for the next month. I found a contract online and tailored it to our needs and what we are looking for and presented it to my Owner. He made changes and we worked with it until we both agreed with all items. It is complex and detailed, with what is expected of me as his pet and with what is expected from him as my Owner.

Many daily items are changing with what I am required to do. Required is a funny word, its what I want to do, need it. It will help me move forward in other areas of my life as well.

I found myself masturbating twice today and promptly text Sir to tell him, he seemed very happy. The first time was ok, but just ok. The second time was amazing. I was reading Collared: my life as a slave in one of her older stories about anal sex and being taken, my mind traveled back in time to a few short days ago and I could feel Sir fucking my ass... in the story he was saying "Mine" as he fucked her and my head turned everything around with my Owner pounding my ass saying mine over and over so I would never forget it and I came so hard I squeeled. I am usually silent and very "get the job done" when I masturbate so I dont have the bigger ones that often. It was long and intense.

Sir came home from work and I read him the contract and we discussed a few things before I had to leave the house. He then demanded me to bare my pussy and then fucked me. He ended up fingering me some more and rubbing my clit and I was oh so close before the blasted phone rang. We each then went our seperate ways.

Our new ritual, me tucking him in and presenting myself to him. He will finger me wherever he wishes or use and object. It is his wish to go to bed nightly with the smell of my pussy on his fingers, not necessarily and orgasm for me but I love his touch. "Make me come" he replied. With great enthusiasm I mounted him and rode him, grinding my clit into his body and it felt oh so good, and he came deep inside me and I milked him with all I could muster... until my pussy and I where, "Dismissed" and I had to get off him. Trying hard not to wiggle and push myself into the bed with my hips and wishing the bed sheets ........ ugh....

I came twice today, and so did he. It should be fair right? *groans*

I dont want to be able to orgasm every time, I want every orgasm to be his... I am just starting to realize how hard that will be... butI really want someone that will say NO PET, not today... and actually NOT get what I want.

I need to come up with some homemade toys, fix the toybox, learn positions, and... the daily theme for the day will be officially "Wet and Lubed Wednesday" I am to make sure my pussy is always wet and my ass is very easy to penitrate for the day. He will be checking to make sure off and on.

On the flip side I realized how hard it will be on him to remember some of the items and be making corrections. It is kind of a full time job too really.

I came hard today Sir, but I still want more...

Last night before I could fall asleep I woke up Sir and basically road him until I felt I succeeded in my goal of riding him until his balls where wet. He likes that and it has been awhile.

I then spent my morning before a nap watching nasty videos of women tied up and forced to orgasm and I came all over big daddy V. There was no permission to do it or anything just a need. I love forced orgasms and the thought of the taking of my body and making it do things beyond my will.

My ass feels better today, unfortunately.

I am yearning for a new butt plug *sigh* one that can be worn easier during the day under clothing. Ours has a round base and keeps sneaking out *growls*

I finally showed Sir the blog today and the posts, and helped him make his and set it up. He is very busy so probably will not write a lot but I am hoping upon hope I get some tasks and such to do to please him more often.

We had another play date about a week and a half ago that was simply yummie too. He put in a porn and made me take off all my clothes and lie on the couch with my pussy towards him and masturbate while he watched the porn. My favorite part is the collar attached to the nipple clamps and him banging me over and over with those fingers of his while he chewed on my nipple. I came so hard!

We ended up in his chair with me riding his dick and rocking back and forth while my clamps would rub against his chests and be very ouchie... and I ate it up! In trying to figure out what "I" am I think I am more of a pain slut when it comes to my nipples. However when he layed me over a vibrator and whipped my ass I came pretty damn hard too so maybe just a pain slut? I dunno what you would call it but I do know what I like.

He did a spank on the pussy the other night and that was a uber turn on too, more more more...... I didn't like the clothes pin on my pussy lips and he took them off... then I found myself wishing they where back on. *sigh* Maybe I just dont know what I want?