Round Two

Round two with the butt plug was pretty much like round one except for he decided to fuck me with the plug really fast in the ass. I didn't much like it... prefer it just left in or slower fucking. But that is kind of the point too, what does he want...

I would think of that and kinda push my butt up and will it open and it would feel good... I then would fall into a kind of, what are you doing, place and it would hurt again. I would go back and forth. Odd strange feeling.

I have been, kinda a ass in real life. Huge amounts of stress for awhile and it isn't that I am taking it out on him, but more like wanting him to take it out more on me. I want to be lost and totally controlled for awhile. I would love one of the Wet Wednesdays where I would have to keep everything lubed up... or a day of having to ask him to take out the butt plug when I go to the bathroom, but wear it all day to remember just who is the boss.

I need a day of extremes every once in awhile, but yet I hear many say the same thing.

OOOooo and I have my favorite toys:

1. hitachi
2. we-vibe (yet it scares me too hehe)
3. butt plug (when it is used the way I want it to be)
4. my cuffs
5. the rabbit (though ours is long dead)