overXposed pet

2010-04-11T01:39:00.002-05:00

Why is it that I hate when he does something by accident, but it is a total turn on when he does it on purpose?

2010 Year of Firsts

2010-03-02T23:20:00.001-06:00

first time skinny dippingfirst time having sex outside in the winter, under the starsfirst time having sex in the waterI would say he is having a good year so far....

TMI Tuesday #223 - Masturbation Edition

2010-02-05T00:32:00.002-06:00

I decided that TMI was needed and I liked this one better than the most recent one :P Masturbation Edition 1. When you masturbate, how long, typically, is your session and what do you think about (other than having an orgasm)? It depends on my mood, sometimes quick and straight to the point, 30 seconds and whammo.... other times I like to look at some pictures

TMI

2009-11-10T00:15:00.003-06:00

1. I lost my virginity at 18, in the back of a car, on prom night. Where and when did you lose yours? :( Actually I had anal sex first on his living room floor, I think we first actually did it in my bed though... lets just say not real memorable.2. I think my ass is my best sexual feature. What is yours? I guess I would have to go with cleavage. However I think my eyes are a nice feature as

Real Minds Want to Know

2009-11-08T01:04:00.003-06:00

I cant figure out why sometimes the smart balls stay where they are supposed to and sometimes they wanna slip out and drive me crazy :( Its like my PC muscles are having their own PMS or something!I have also found that blow jobs are a lot faster if you fuck his fingers while sucking :) Followed by "hot sauce" and a hitachi O... and another question... Why can't the heat go away after the O! Its

Ball Pride

2009-11-07T15:43:00.002-06:00

I am very proud of myself. Since finding my balls I have had them in for 3 days in a row... around the 3 hour or more area for time. Rule is to have them in for when Sir comes home from work and he decides when they come out. My goal is to keep them in place and get smaller, heavier ones soon.Drawback is losing concentration a little more often because sometimes the inner balls moving around

Very Smart Balls

2009-11-06T13:07:00.004-06:00

The first time I was with him I remember laying on the floor with him standing over me, I was in kind of a long nightgown with nothing underneath... he stood over me and undid his belt buckle and his pants.. then the sound of the zipper before he dropped his pants and took me.Until that moment I never realized what the sound of the zipper could do for me, or the vision of the belt coming

Feel the heat

2009-11-03T14:08:00.004-06:00

Analyzing my brain... if you don't like it, why do you want it?The first time that hot oil touched my puss I was cussing and I don't think I stopped for a half hour. He felt my wrath, or rather heard it. I can't even remember if we had sex after that, I sure wasn't in the mood.So he looks at me in dismay when we buy more... when I remember to buy some.I was thinking more about the why of it

Super Soaker

2009-10-30T01:51:00.004-05:00

I have decided that I like it when he picks things for me to wear, it kinda takes the guess work out of things and then I add things that I hope he will like.Teddy with open areas for the breasts... and over the knee socks, adorned with smutty make up that wouldn't be complete without bright red lips and a high pony tail.I soon found myself with my collar and nipple clamps, bent over a pillow

Podcasts

2009-10-25T01:02:00.001-05:00

I have discovered the new BDSM/Sex world of podcasts and have been having a veddy veddy good time*smirks*

LATE TMI Tuesday

2009-10-14T00:55:00.003-05:00

1. On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), how satisfied are you with your life? 6, I have much to work on... on a personal level. I need to tackle things, but I have found the person I love tackling them with :)1a. On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), how satisfied are you with your sex life? 6, I would like more kinky and more orders... and learn to do them when he orders without

Thong

2009-10-14T00:49:00.002-05:00

I think it might be time to dig out the thong. I miss the feeling of being separated like that and it makes me feel naughty.In other news, I do NOT like the epilator on my pussy, it HURTS so much more than waxing :( I hate shaving too. However the backside use isn't so bad, specially how he rubs it happy with what a smooth ass I have :)I said no to a request, on the hopes of him forgetting

Negotiation

2009-09-18T13:28:00.006-05:00

Being that I got turned on by the nipple pain a couple hours later and took some pictures with the ball gag before I leaned over the bed on my handy dandy Hitachi, hiked up my dress and pretended he was behind me as I spread my ass cheeks apart and got off by grinding down on the hitachi..... I think I have lost my room for negotiation :(Perhaps if I post a couple pics he will let me off easier?I

Fighting wtih a nipple

2009-09-18T12:25:00.002-05:00

I had to have some medical tests done which included taking out my nipple rings.Well I kept forgetting to put them back in... which is my bad. So I got around to it the other day and could only get one in, the other has kind of a deformed piercing and is always harder to get in, but it was like it was blocked. I couldn't get it in so gave it a couple more days and tried again.*wince*Well it is

Descriptions

2009-06-29T13:56:00.002-05:00

I was thinking today of how I would describe myself to others. I mean seriously looking at me never in a million years would you even think I would be one of those girls with nipples pierced... or submissive for that matter.I am dominant in my home, mamma lion when I need to be. I run the house... while he is more quiet. The more I run the house, the more I need to be submissive in the bedroom. I

The punishment that wasn't

2009-06-14T13:10:00.002-05:00

He lay the ball gag by my head, and had his way with me.... after I could feel the ball gag rubbing against my arm as he went down on me trying to wake me up... He then grabbed the hitachi and used it until I could feel and finally gave him the O he was waiting for.I think the punishment was getting those glimpses of the ball gag and realizing what could of been...

Itty Bitty

2009-06-10T09:13:00.001-05:00

Well Sir managed to work out a mini squirt, however... In the past a couple of times I did it more there was a relief but no real orgasm if you know what I mean... In the mini there was a orgasm and riding the waves :)Mini because I, of all things... got like a charlie horse in my foot... so it was like oooo orgasm coming... ow ow foot foot... orgasm bye bye... all be damned he is giving me an O

Loss

2009-06-07T15:29:00.001-05:00

I am still mourning the loss of The Seduction of Infidelity :(Who is going to make me breathless now?

Keep it Pretty

2009-06-07T02:24:00.000-05:00

I walked into the room to find items on the bed.I put on my ankle cuffs, wrist cuffs, collar, and the ball gag went on last. It hurts my jaw so that is always last…I get on the bed in sub pose and wait.He comes in and stares at me, then sighs.“What is this?” he says accusingly as he pulls my pubic hair.He made me lay down on my stomach and he nestled a vibrator against my clit. He made me hold

For the love of my jewelry

2009-06-07T00:53:00.002-05:00

I have been wracking my brain trying to figure out what it is about that butt plug jewelry that is so fascinating for me. It is deliciously naughty for me in a few different ways.1. The smoothness of the metal makes it plop in, making it seem like my ass is kind of... sucking it up. I feel slutty, and keep waiting for some type of comment about being to eager or something.2. The long neck is so

Just... Cuz

2009-05-30T13:03:00.001-05:00

Bathtime with my purple barbells in :)

I think

2009-05-30T12:54:00.002-05:00

Sir needs a zapper so that every time I don't listen he can give it a zap?In other news things are kind of slow due to just real life events.To spice things up I am going to do the TMI... late :D TMI Tuesday #188 - Rambling Edition 1. Before the industrial revolution, most people never traveled more than 30 miles from their home. How far from your birth place

Jewel Butt Plug

2009-05-24T00:46:00.003-05:00

"IT" came. Talk about giddy.I showed him when he got home from work... a couple days later he was giving me a fabulous massage and all of a sudden I felt cold on my butt and I knew what it was...I tried to shoo his hands away, all he did was meet it with shoving his fingers up my ass and I will be damned if it didn't feel soooo good. The next time I felt the metal it was wonderful because he has

Frustration O

2009-05-14T15:01:00.003-05:00

Frustration taken over from going to long without the big O... she pounces the minute he is out of the house and uses the vibe. Props it up against the bed and pretends she is getting it from the backside and it takes less than a minute for the orgasm to take over.Yikes... so much for liking the long masturbation's... I reckon when your frustrated you come quicker than other times eh?

Spankings, earned with desire.

2009-05-11T01:15:00.003-05:00

I read this story once a long time ago about a woman who worked for a man and she broke some items and was going to receive a spanking. She had to dress for the night in her jammies and panties, and stand before him... then lean over the couch for her spanking. He would feel up her ass and stroke it between hits.He would then pull it taut and fun his finger between her legs, swirling it around

Morning babe

2009-05-09T12:09:00.005-05:00

Having him slip into bed fully clothed and rubbing up and snuggling in, wiggling my bottom in his crotch... does indeed make the man unbutton those pants and decide that going to work smelling like sex is a good thing.It also makes slipping in the smart balls easier having the "natural" lube. From here on out at least two hours a day trying to keep them up there. I dont understand it. the first

HNT

2009-05-07T11:47:00.002-05:00

Oh... Did I mention the ball gag came?Go join in the HNT fun:And don't forget:

Masterbation... why not?

2009-05-06T10:01:00.003-05:00

Why not bind each breast tight, but separate... and watch the blood flow. Then watch in wonderment how the women can have their breasts bound like that and they turn so purple. If you feel it is tight enough but they don't turn purple... then dont you wonder in amazement how tight it has to be to do it and think.. no no no... dont wanna go there.Why not slick down the anal plug with hot oil and a

Round Two

2009-05-06T01:10:00.003-05:00

Round two with the butt plug was pretty much like round one except for he decided to fuck me with the plug really fast in the ass. I didn't much like it... prefer it just left in or slower fucking. But that is kind of the point too, what does he want...I would think of that and kinda push my butt up and will it open and it would feel good... I then would fall into a kind of, what are you doing,

Leather

2009-05-02T00:23:00.002-05:00

Red ball gag he says, no other color will do. I have the gag ordered with a chin strap attached.We scoured over collars trying to find the one he wanted and he finally found one he would accept, I ordered it this morning.I found a light step upon me today, amazed that a good romp with some added submission can make me feel so peaceful.He picked up a wooden paddle today in the store and I looked

Order order

2009-05-01T01:53:00.005-05:00

Order your collar, he says... or rather writes, and describes it in great description... well in his world anyway. It left me going HUH? What does he want? How can I order something I do not comprehend?He looked over them with me and found one he liked, I will be ordering it tomorrow.Part two.... order a ball gag. *gulp* with comments about keeping me quiet as to not interrupt household members.

Why and TMI please

2009-04-28T12:39:00.006-05:00

Why do I like to be dominated, what does it mean to me personally? It means he doesn't care about getting off, its totally about me for awhile. Ok so maybe he got his blowjob or whacked off on me before hand, and maybe it ended with actually having intercourse after that.... but in the moment, he cares more about dancing the dance.Its the dance of controlling me and my body, letting me have an

Rewinding time

2009-04-24T12:21:00.004-05:00

"I don't think I want to tie you up" was his comment. He didn't understand at all. It took me showing him what the bonds meant for him to understand. He liked it, but didn't quite understand why.I tied him up, blindfolded him, and then played with his body for awhile... if there is one thing he likes it is blow jobs.... but I didn't complete it. Instead I brought out the trusted vibrator and

Gimme more

2009-04-22T12:26:00.002-05:00

The world needs better porn, or I need a less active imagination.I find bits and pieces of what I like but not the full meal deal it seems.I confess I like to watch clips of ultimate surrender and my head works in overdrive, however a lot of it I think is the domination of it all. I like to be dominated, crave it... however I find it somewhat on my terms, and kinda want that person to say... fuck

TMI Tuesday

2009-04-21T00:01:00.003-05:00

1. Marriage and children aside, what has been your greatest accomplishment in life? A few of the photo shoots I have done and gotten paid for on the side.2. Aside from healthy and happy children, what is your greatest ambition for the future? Would love to do something more with my photography. It would be awesome to have my own shop and have thought about ways to promote it for years.3. If we

HNT

2009-04-16T08:58:00.002-05:00

So tell me... what is it about a shelf bra that makes wearing it so yummie?

TMI Tuesday

2009-04-14T12:02:00.002-05:00

1. If you could describe your personality through a dance what would it be? haha a cell phone dance cuz it is always getting in the way, and I am trying to dodge it.2. What about describing your sex life through a type of dance? mmm sporadic?3. What's one move on the dance floor sure to turn you on? Tango, I think it is erotic and smexy!4. Is there a dancer you would love to be with? (Dancer can

Holding back

2009-04-11T11:35:00.002-05:00

If there is one thing that I have learned since the hitachi has entered the picture is that I hold back.I think this actually happens more than I totally realize. Probably with Sir too... Its like I fight to control the orgam, like it has to be on my terms. In reality I think this not only robs me of some it also takes some and makes them smaller than they actually could be.How does one fix this?

HNT

2009-04-09T00:05:00.000-05:00

TMI Tuesday

2009-04-07T23:16:00.002-05:00

1. Have you ever had a sexual experience with the opposite sex? Not really, though not because I didn't want to, I had the opportunity when I was young and chickened out. However, now if the opportunity presented itself I would want to but wouldn't do anything to harm our marriage.2. When you see someone you like, how do you act, how do you get their attention? I do not really do that anymore.

Inside the girl

2009-04-02T11:45:00.002-05:00

I have gotten some compliments and simple comments from Sir about various things that I have written about past encounters here and I realized, wow what a thought! To be able to get inside someones head and realize what they where feeling as you where doing something from the others point of view. What it meant... to me.I find myself wondering what it is like from his point of view.Like... what

HNT

2009-04-02T01:11:00.002-05:00

See, I'm still here....:)

waves

2009-03-27T22:40:00.002-05:00

If I wasn't sick as a dog with my monthly friend I might actually be horny. My nipples seem to have woken up and just laying on my stomach makes them tender... my mind wanders for a few fleeting seconds and then I am back into feeling like crap.Real life, along with being sick has taken a big chunk out of my writing time. However I did take some time out to work on some writings for Sir, which is

HNT

2009-03-12T00:01:00.000-05:00

Hearing the music in words

2009-03-10T14:30:00.001-05:00

Words get me going big time. The more vocal he is the hotter I get.Why is a mystery, but even when he is quiet my mind is filling in the blanks with pure smut... but like I said, if he actually says it I go crazy. In essence I could also so the lack of the vocal whispers would be a punishment *smiles*It can be simple things like just the orders to follow, how to undress... what to take off, when

Smoothness at its max

2009-03-06T13:09:00.002-06:00

Is there truly anything sweeter to the touch than a freshly taken care of pussy... smooth as a baby's butt lips... or feeling his hand lightly stroke the the skin that feels more than usual due to the hair being taken out of the picture. So much more feeling.I wonder how it is for him when he first sucks the lips into his mouth... or runs his tongue up my slit till he attacks my waiting clit with

HNT

2009-03-05T20:30:00.002-06:00

People are strange creatures

2009-03-05T20:04:00.002-06:00

Come here and see me... oops forget itThe past few days have been a roller coaster of working things out, and the realization that it takes longer than a few hours to work things out. Plus ya know...We are working out and defining things? I get scared, run... hide... protect myself, and sometimes when tired my mind works overtime. In any case... we move forward.What am I saying... If I feel

Contemplations

2009-03-03T13:43:00.002-06:00

Taking a step back to assess the situation leads me to believe that I feel more naked being clothed which of course leads me to feel way to uncomfortable being naked.Perhaps I am talking in to many riddles, or perhaps I am just trying to figure out who we are because things I knew to be true, are not quite as true as I thought.I am this person who needs to feel secure, when I don't I run rampant,

Lets hear it for the toys

2009-02-27T23:44:00.003-06:00

Hitachi... you are loud!So we used it a few days ago and I kept thinking DAMN your LOUD. Takes awhile getting used to, Sir used the straight attachment and it was all ok but... I dunno, different and LOUD.However the next time he used it I came in no time flat the minute he spread my lips apart and placed it on my clit. His fingers doing the spreading was my actual trigger. I was quite loud and

HNT

2009-02-26T01:19:00.001-06:00

Weeeeeeeeee amazing fun!

2009-02-24T12:35:00.003-06:00

Our we-vibe came and we had to wait 24 hours and keep it plugged in, that... sucked.The next night Sir decided to try it out even though due to various reasons there had to be very little noise coming from our room.He rigged up some chains to the bed and cuffed my wrists and ankles... played for a bit and inserted the we-vibe after using some lubricant. It was nice and pleasant but even better

What there should be...

2009-02-23T23:00:00.002-06:00

What there should be is a long post about our first session with our new toy but I think I am still processing everything in my head. It was quite an amazing night to be certain. More toys arrived today... which have gone unused just due to being contentedly happy already and.... well he has found this evil little look now that pops out quite often that I have never seen before. It is nice to

Who has the upper hand now?

2009-02-19T00:42:00.002-06:00

Evil wicked thoughts ran through my mind as I rolled him over to lay on his back and grabbed the heated massaging oil. Naughty nymph.I poured it over him and the result of my efforts was met with more amusement than anything else. I figured why not share that hot stuff so he could see what it was like?! Wasn't quite working like I had anticipated so I worked it onto his balls as well making sure

HNT

2009-02-19T00:01:00.000-06:00

Hot manipulations

2009-02-18T10:21:00.002-06:00

"You are evil you know."I get a cocky, "Why is that?""You spread the hot oil all over my clit and made me come, even when I didn't want to... "He states, "Yea well, I wanted you to have a big one."He did his job well, but in afterthought it wasn't not wanting to have an orgasm it is not understanding it... how he can take the burning and make it feel so good that I come so hard when I really

Happy Valentines Day

2009-02-14T01:28:00.002-06:00

What a lovely day to order lovely toys via the wonderful internet shopping place.I need to clean my bedroom, but I need incentive....*looks all whimsical*I need many things.

HNT

2009-02-12T00:05:00.000-06:00

Tie me, spread me, fuck me Sir

2009-02-09T23:46:00.003-06:00

After the first rope scene my little head went wild, I looked up some things on the net and showed it to Sir and he was very interested. I found the Karada, and a mini how to movie to watch to do it ourselves.Feeling the rope go on is amazing, its like the more rope on you the deeper your head goes. Placing the knots where you want them is so erotic.I cannot even begin to describe what it is like

HNT

2009-02-05T01:00:00.002-06:00

Sir has some requirements....Through the looking glass

I wanna drive you crazy baby

2009-02-03T14:27:00.002-06:00

I have plans to go to Sir's work and whisper in his ear, that I am still wearing the smart balls.

The "Smart" Choice

2009-02-03T13:38:00.003-06:00

Slipping in smart balls for the 3rd time is easier as I know "where" they should be. I also know that it is much easier to lay on the bed and put them in vs standing up somewhere and not getting them in right. I also adored the feeling of tightening my muscles and sucking them up into my cunt. It really didn't take long to get squirmy.Luckily Sir was available by phone to text and ask permission

Pretty Patterns

2009-02-02T23:35:00.003-06:00

I laid there as he took my hands and put them behind my back and cuffed them together. I quieted down and watched as he picked up the ropes and went to his work. He quietly worked and started making a pattern out of the rope on my arms, linking them closer together and in doing so I dipped into my first major sub space. Funny how you stay kind of quiet, not wanting to destroy what is

Bringing Out the Leather

2009-02-02T23:19:00.003-06:00

I walked in and found him with my collar, I tilted my head down and to the side so he could put it around my neck and fasten it. The leather felt good. I found myself straddling a big body pillow with the cuffs sticking out attached to chain. I was attached to the top of the chain by my neck and wrists, very close together under my throat, he pulled up my legs one by one to be fastened into the

What are you going to do?

2009-01-31T12:39:00.003-06:00

Guilt snuck in followed by confession. Blaming him for something that I was part of too but I didn't admit my part at first.He whispers in my ear, "What are you going to do about that, to make up for it?"Tingling feelings rushing through my cunt wondering how a sentence can do that. "Finish the wrist cuffs that you where nice enough to say I could make to sleep in every night instead of the

Who says bald isn't beautiful?

2009-01-29T00:35:00.002-06:00

After I took a hot steamy bath I retired to our bedroom where Sir used some nair on my pubic area as the hair was growing back already. Afterwards it was followed by a shave to get missed hairs... it was deliciously naughty. He would spread me open and look for awhile and I wouldn't know exactly what he was doing or looking at. He did manage to do a little clit stroking though. He then rolled me

Whatcha thinking about?

2009-01-25T00:14:00.004-06:00

He asked me that... and I gotta say my answer was nothing compared to what he was thinking about. Sir, "I was thinking about sticking a finger up your ass and whipping your butt, and how tight your ass would squeeze my finger"ummmmmm oknow I am thinking of that too*squirms*

Yes... use me more Sir!

2009-01-23T23:18:00.003-06:00

I fulfilled my morning duties and went back to bed this morning, Sir was going to stay up despite the fact that he didn't get much sleep either.Later I was woken to hard breaths in my ear and my ass and pussy being stroked. He had a lust air about him as he basically took what he needed for the day... I whispered the porn must have been good... he said it was and took off for the shower to start

Reflections

2009-01-23T00:40:00.002-06:00

Sir has been putting the freshly shaved pussy to work, and pampering it as well with nice oil rub downs. He likes no hair in the way and how his cock feels rubbing between my lips. He the is saying it is time to get another waxing machine to take care of hair in a little more fun way. Nothing like sex after a fresh wax when the whole area feels so alive. Just the thought of it makes me squirm a

Making amends

2009-01-22T08:19:00.002-06:00

Fucking ourselves silly for an hour and half is a good way to put me in check.Thank you Sir, for getting me even when I do not get myself.

Real life can KMA... when is it going to be my turn?

2009-01-21T14:38:00.004-06:00

What do you do when the best of plans and intentions always seem to fall through?Real life... happens.Life would be easier if I just wanted to simply get off... instead of wanting so much more.

Big nipples turn me on... more please Sir?

2009-01-20T01:32:00.003-06:00

I spent the afternoon bending in a ton of odd ways that my body isn't used to and shaved my pussy for Sir to come home too, I tried to get it all as well as shave around the ass... talk about feeling super sexy. I love to be smooth. (Sir is going to check me over more tomorrow and make sure all the hair is missing)I then grabbed my crotchless panties and threw on my lycra pants. Topped it with a

A Vow to Make Things Right

2009-01-19T13:06:00.001-06:00

Making things right.I made a vow last night to make things right. Sir was wonderful in his plannings and I totally dissed him. I was hurting some, I denied some... yet even when I wasn't hurting earlier in the day I ignored. Once more he knew I hurt and massaged me and I still denied. If I where to go back further I masturbated twice without him home ... without permission, and with the new

In the minds eye

2009-01-17T07:28:00.003-06:00

Hands spreading the oil up and down my body as I lay on my stomach, fingers sliding over my back, my wrists crossed over my head, yearning for those hands to lose their way and kneed my breasts with those long strokes. He doesn't though... he leaves me wanting. Feeling him work the oil into my ass cheeks, wondering if this will be the day...His hands propping up my hips as his knee works its way

Feelng Lucky

2009-01-12T23:54:00.002-06:00

Clover clamps where bought and paid for and are now on their way to our home. They where shipped today. :)I am still looking at a couple of other things to order/replace. We went through things and got rid of some old things... time for some new!Dear Sir, the Bunny hopped away to see the garbage man so we need another.

Come to Mamma lil bunny

2009-01-07T23:08:00.005-06:00

"Take off your pants and spread your legs" he commanded. I did as I was told and lay on the bed, he grabbed the rabbit and worked it into me, little ears buzzing and humming on my clit.Then we got to finish our "talk" and I got to pretend he wasn't getting to me when he was. Even though this happened today my thoughts are jumbled and I cannot really remember anything in terms of order... I just

Happy New Year!

2009-01-03T00:40:00.003-06:00

Leather cuffs locked onto my wrists as he snores peacefully at my side. Real life has pecked away at any such plans for the past few weeks.Tonight was a sweet very much alone time for us yet it seemed we had dear aunt flo come by to torment us even more.*sighs*I have also managed to lose the black nipple rings we bought :(I also tend to push him more than he likes, testing boundaries and seeing

Naughty Girl

2008-12-17T03:05:00.002-06:00

I am feeling like a kicking and screaming child in need of sex and naughty perverse pleasures.I wonder if I am as naughty as possible, if Santa will take it out on my hide?

Pretty adornments

2008-12-14T00:19:00.004-06:00

We ordered three pair of new nipple rings to play with. One black pair, one multi colored titanium pair, and a silver pair that dangles skeleton heads and what looks like a half of a handcuff.I put the multi colored ones in for him tonight, I was a few days late with it though and it made me feel good when he made me wait to do it till he was around to watch me switch them out.I glanced up done

Set up to fail

2008-12-10T20:10:00.004-06:00

It has been determined that Sir can be quite evil and plan on giving no permission yet making me come anyway... on purpose.I felt bad and really tried not too, but it had been awhile and... I cannot remember the last time I had an orgasm like that, it kept going and going...There is no more messing around, Sir is making sure I put on the cuffs at night around my wrists and he locks them on.What

Evilness

2008-12-04T08:43:00.001-06:00

Evilness is getting the smartballs, and getting your monthly buddy.ThatJustSucks

Loving the belt

2008-11-28T05:02:00.003-06:00

Hope everyone had a wonderful Thanksgiving. Mine started out with very nice.We worked more on our contract, updated, and changed. More livable and more unlivable in some ways, but nummy ways!I am not even quite sure how last night started. I do know I wasn't in the mood and the next thing I knew I was so close to coming I had a hard time believing it. I am used to being that "hard" come girl... I

Smartballs

2008-11-26T02:34:00.003-06:00

Happiness is getting the email that the smartballs have been shipped.Of course I wasn't real happy when I realized I had a ebay coupon I could of used on them. >.

Busted contract, lets heat things up a bit

2008-11-25T09:29:00.007-06:00

The contract didn't succeed as hoped by either of us. I could list all of the reasons but essentially, non-normalcy ruled. Now I realize through life there is never the "right" time, but I am saying we dealt with some unusual even for us type of things.I get sick, and it is hard to walk from one room the the other without wheezing, funeral, I get the flu, he gets the flu.Yea kinda hard to wanna

Roller Coasters and Wet T's

2008-11-17T00:45:00.004-06:00

Our life has been an unsettling roller coaster. Totally abnormal events have poked away at what we where trying to put into place. Doubts and more questions.I am also feeling a little comfort in a few peoples journals. Through others words I figure myself out more but also seeing that they are not all so young I feel uncomfortable being here... I really didn't realize how many older people where

Needy

2008-11-10T14:02:00.001-06:00

So, anyone else ever feel like they are not really as owned as pretend to be and feel more like a pain in the ass that is too needy?Being owned changed its meaning in my little world... also known as my head.

I didn't fade off into the sunset.... really!

2008-11-07T23:54:00.002-06:00

Medical and life reared its ugly head but I am still here and Sir is chomping at the bit to get things back on track.Suffice to say he went after his backdoor action more this week and I got left hanging for ... lets just say I have been pushing his buttons. When the time comes I am thinking that the last time my butt was sore will not compare to this time.I have an "I want" list a mile long. *

Loving the words

2008-11-02T00:17:00.003-05:00

A back massage to get through a trying day turned into a backdoor assault, but a needed assault.To make a shorter much more to the point story, my favorite part was trying to "win" and encourage him sliding into a more welcoming hole, but he grabbed my hips and brought my ass back to him stating, "Get your ass back here" and went to town.Yummm... more of that Sir, take what you want... no more

OH NO! I lost my ball!

2008-10-31T08:37:00.002-05:00

I lost my ball to my U shaped nipple rings *cries*I had to put a barbell back in.Now I am lopsided, and am going to beg for new rings to put inMost places dont carry the 12g around here, only the 14g and I really just do not want to go smaller just to have pretty ones ya know?

Hissy Fit

2008-10-27T15:56:00.003-05:00

Something pretty amazing happened this weekend. I found myself being more truthful than I have ever been with Sir.We where talking on the phone and he was telling me things and I kept trying to move the topic to sex but he would have none of it. One of those perks of ADD, he was hyperfocused and it wasn't on me at the time. We got cut off and I was frustrated and mad that he wouldn't talk with me

Tagged

2008-10-25T17:32:00.003-05:00

Yummie, my first TAG!Thank you Slavegirl!The rules…………………Link your tagger and list these rules on your blogShare 7 facts about yourself on your blog, some random, some weirdTag 7 people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as links to their blogs.Let them know they have been tagged by leaving a comment on their blog. 1. I had anal sex before I had vaginal sex 2. My first orgasm

A whore is a whore

2008-10-25T01:23:00.003-05:00

I can be a journal whore sometimes, run if you don't like it :PI am laying here thinking about Wednesday. My job was to make sure I was wet and lubed up, ready to go for any hole. I got ready for him to come home from work by jumping in the shower, extra time lathering up and even slipping a finger in my ass a couple of times.The feelings later, grabbing the ky and smearing it on my pussy... then

Arguments and bunny ears

2008-10-24T17:38:00.002-05:00

We had an argument, or should I say I had one? Miscommunication monster rears its ugly head?We are both still getting the hang of things and I should have more faith and be more patient. The evening ended will though.I presented myself to Sir and he checked to see if I kept myself wet and lubed, that was my task for the day. Keep both area's ready for entry if he so wished. He played with my clit

Backrubs

2008-10-24T17:28:00.003-05:00

This morning started with me not feeling to well but a backrub that was oh so good. He has the touch and is totally gifted in that area.He then decided to start poking at my backside with his cock which I promptly clenched shut. He was using the warming backrub lotion and I HATE IT down that way and.... I believe he took great pleasure making sure it dripped down to my ass creating a burning

Changes

2008-10-21T23:58:00.004-05:00

One minute until the contract is valid.DingWe have a strict contract for the next month. I found a contract online and tailored it to our needs and what we are looking for and presented it to my Owner. He made changes and we worked with it until we both agreed with all items. It is complex and detailed, with what is expected of me as his pet and with what is expected from him as my Owner.Many

Realizations

2008-10-21T03:46:00.003-05:00

I worked on our contract, which of course got me very wet and thinking of waking him... I want to, I want to show him the contract and have him belt my ass with welts for waking him up so late when he has to work in the morning and.. and..... I dont want him to let me cum, I want him to make me wait till he is ready for it... to enjoy not giving me what I want.He created the bondage monster in

What have you learned today pet?

2008-10-20T02:06:00.004-05:00

I have learned that I want to be on display for you daily, and implement Examinations.The following stolen with love fromhttp://www.bestslavetraining.com/slavepositions.htmDISPLAY – Items are displayed in the following order – Breast, Pussy, Ass, and Mouth. Offers each item in the appropriate order for viewing by her Master she then waits for a nod or

Toys, contracts, clits OH MY

2008-10-19T18:33:00.005-05:00

I have made some requests and sent them to Sir to look over. I am new at this stuff and I did talk them over with him first... at first he was surprised but then he seemed to enjoy the idea. We are working over a month contract of sorts to work on.I also took some pictures for him this afternoon, twice as the first ones I took I accidentally deleted. They will only be posted if I get permission

Just say no to the mornings?

2008-10-19T01:46:00.004-05:00

I can be absolutely certain that since the start of this journal our sex life has picked up.This morning I vaguely remember my puss being rubbed and I believe I kind of tried to shut them and he opened them up. To fully understand this you have to know I HATE mornings, I hate getting up and I really... really do not like the morning sex except for the rare occasion.I really had no choice, half

Crotchless panties work nice for anal sex :)

2008-10-18T01:29:00.004-05:00

I went to bed late, much later than I should have and through on some crotchless black lace panties for good measure, so he could find them in the morning.I dont know exactly how it happened but essentially I woke to him fingering my ass and I wasn't really protesting.I wanted it, and I had wanted it for quite some time.I got out my collar and chains and he readied the backside, I bent over on

overXposed pet

2010 Year of Firsts

TMI Tuesday #223 - Masturbation Edition

TMI

Real Minds Want to Know

Ball Pride

Very Smart Balls

Feel the heat

Super Soaker

Podcasts

LATE TMI Tuesday

Thong

Negotiation

Fighting wtih a nipple

Descriptions

The punishment that wasn't

Itty Bitty

Loss

Keep it Pretty

For the love of my jewelry

Just... Cuz

I think

Jewel Butt Plug

Frustration O

Spankings, earned with desire.

Morning babe

HNT

Masterbation... why not?

Round Two

Leather

Order order

Why and TMI please

Rewinding time

Gimme more

TMI Tuesday

HNT

TMI Tuesday

Holding back

HNT

TMI Tuesday

Inside the girl

HNT

*waves*

HNT

Hearing the music in words

Smoothness at its max

HNT

People are strange creatures

Contemplations

Lets hear it for the toys

HNT

Weeeeeeeeee amazing fun!

What there should be...

Who has the upper hand now?

HNT

Hot manipulations

Happy Valentines Day

HNT

Tie me, spread me, fuck me Sir

HNT

I wanna drive you crazy baby

The "Smart" Choice

Pretty Patterns

Bringing Out the Leather

What are you going to do?

Who says bald isn't beautiful?

Whatcha thinking about?

Yes... use me more Sir!

Reflections

Making amends

Real life can KMA... when is it going to be my turn?

Big nipples turn me on... more please Sir?

A Vow to Make Things Right

In the minds eye

Feelng Lucky

Come to Mamma lil bunny

Happy New Year!

Naughty Girl

Pretty adornments

Set up to fail

waves